还蛮喜欢这首歌

花儿花儿为谁开
一年春去春又来
花儿说它为一个人等待
无可奈何花落去
似曾相识燕归来
花园里 小路上 独徘徊
四月的微风轻似梦
吹去了花瓣片片落
怕春花落尽成秋色
无边细雨亲吻我
四月的微风轻似梦
吹去了花瓣片片落
怕春花落尽成秋色
无边细雨亲吻我
花儿花儿为谁开
一年春去春又来
花儿说它为一个人等待
无可奈何花落去
似曾相识燕归来
花园里 小路上 独徘徊
四月的微风轻似梦
吹去了花瓣片片落
怕春花落尽成秋色
无边细雨亲吻我
花儿花儿为谁开
一年春去春又来
花儿说它为一个人等待
无可奈何花落去
似曾相识燕归来
花园里 小路上 独徘徊
花儿花儿为谁开
一年春去春又来
花儿说它为一个人等待
无可奈何花落去
似曾相识燕归来
花园里 小路上 独徘徊

我会喜欢是因为满像我现在的状况的哦~~
希望有变化把~~
gambateh~~
all the best ^^
wuwu~~

我觉得我很差劲也

to the person i like~~
the answer i really didnt think would so early tell u de...
i really want to give u a surprise on ur birthday
but now i cant
so just can continue with the story le o~~
hehe...
and lastly i just wanna say i really like u
and tat's a fact not a lie...

今天我真得很差劲
我跟ashley(lab助理)，Czuo
去pusat darah negara捐血
我跟Czuo都是第一次
可是他没事
而我呢
total要捐的是450cc
我才捐到80cc
就晕晕了
然后还给人过来ngam了一下下
不过，他们没有用很凶的语气
都很和蔼可亲的哦
哈哈
真的要谢谢他们哦~~
然后让我觉得自己真的很没用也~~
读书又不好
现在连捐血都捐这么少
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现在我跟M.xian的关系
有点点的不寻常了
就他还是不肯接受我喜欢的认识她
而我能做的是等待啊~~
哈哈

not in the mood >,<

why do parents always think aside de...
even though parents always set their children as priority
still their children have their own mind set and the way they do things...
so is it good for parents to control ,control and control?
do they know the main problem of having an argument with their children is them....
its cos their MIND THINKS TOO MUCH....
sometimes its a good thing but
for now its very very bad...
i m going 19 soon still they like to control control and control...
really hate it...
now even my sisters also like tat ...
really kinda stupid action of theirs...
really hate it...
if i really can i will move out ....
sometimes i rather stay with my friends than in my OWN HOUSE....
although friends wont always be there...
and some friends will run away when u got problems...
still i will choose them....
duno why....
maybe i m stupid myself also..
who knows?
cos i myself also not sure of tat...
really sux....

most of all, once a soul is hurt it will always be hurt...
no matter how hard u try to seal or tend it ...
it will take ages to heal or it will wont be healed..
that's how i think right now...
cos this injury is formed when i was small...
don't forget small kids ' memory is very good...
so what u did back then is already a scar on my heart
and no matter how u try to tend it
it will still be a scar for me...
and the scar will be there forever....
unless miracle happens...
that's all i can say ><
stupid family...
they will always just look at others mistake
rather then theirs '
so is really suffering living here..
but luckily i m strong enough to immune it ...
and it made me less talkative and happy like i was small..
really misses the old days...
now its too late for tat..
i just can forget about the past and look forward...
and keep on going ~....

Story i wanna share ~~

Attitude is everything
by Francie Baltazar-Schwartz

Jerry was the kind of guy you love to hate. He was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed Him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.' I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.

"Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gunpoint by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body. I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live, or I could choose to die. I chose to live.

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the emergency room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read, 'He's a dead man.

" I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big, burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead."

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything.

我觉得这是篇不错的文章
里头讲的是态度很重要哦~~
我从这篇文章学到的东西是
任何东西都要做选择
在我们的日常生活里
要做太多的选择了
不如每次做选择时
把它分为2个选择呢
1个正面的
另一个是负面的
那就简单很多了拉~~
也方便一下下
还在习惯着这方式
还蛮有效的哦~~
哈哈
不妨试试看哦~~

喜欢的感觉

喜欢一个人可以那么的然一个人迷茫
这2个月来
感觉真的不是开玩笑的乱
在犹豫着
到底犹豫什么呢？
我也不太懂
只是觉得原来喜欢一个人
真的可以为了他
付出一切
也常常让人想些无畏的东西
以至要常常看到对方
如果看不到就会开始坐立不安~~
要不然，在心情多低落都好
只要看到对方发给你的短讯或一句问候
你就会立刻开心了
因为你不想让他看到你不开心的一面
所以说
喜欢一个人真的可以很痛苦的
有些时候我真的想不要有这样的感觉
因为会使到一个人很累
有些人会说这是值得的
现在对我而言，
值得或不值得还需要时间
可是
现在的我
不想去理会这么多了
只好把它抛诸脑后
好好读书来麻醉自己把（如果可以的话）


ps:鸡蛋糕阿~~妈妈又不懂在发什么神经了
现在连modem也要没收
有点觉得现在才来做迟不迟点哦
弟弟也不应该拉
每天不是玩电脑，就是玩PS
要不然就是睡觉
然后呢，现在我妈妈就开始狂骂了
还好最近我都有开夜车
不然又会给人骂了
真的要加油了哦
很多东西都有点追不上了
需要跟加把劲哦
gambateh~~

毕业短片的故事（希望可以用）

人物我用1~6何一个路人甲

大纲：

1正打算回家（班上剩他一个）...
正当要锁门时，
忘了拿东西把锁头挂在铁栅那里
然后路人甲刚好经过
就看到铁栅没锁就顺手把它锁上
1因为没钥匙而被困在里面
他就打电话给2（当时电话只剩下rm0.10）
所以只能打给一个人
在等待被人的拯救的当儿
就拿起了班上的日历来看看
回忆一下今年我们到底做过了什么
当2打给3+4（一起走路出去）
他们都没带钥匙（包括2自己也没带）
然后3打给5，2打给6
刚好5+6都去着草场
就刚好他其中一人有钥匙
就一起其救出1
然后大家一起回家
哈哈

kinda moody lately...

不懂为什么
最近我都很情绪化
而且也比较暴躁
真得有点怕怕我自己
会做或讲出一些伤害别人的东西
当我一冲动起来
就会变得像牛一样
乱撞乱来的了
我不想因为我的冲动
而失去了朋友
哈哈
我会这样讲
是因为我有过类是这样的经验
so,避免历史重演阿~~

唉~~
明天我有很想翘课的感觉
因为明天我回去都是做习题的
so,觉得不如在家自己读更好
所以，我的结论是明天我不去学校了

然后，载了弟弟后
我就接到了一个“wan gat"的电话
叫我立刻到子豪的家
有点zhadao了
就算了
不想里这么多
反正头脑有点晕晕了
就驾车去了
到了不久
就下大雨了
然后我到了得到的是
一盒饼干
真的有点"wan gat"到~~~
我也不懂要怎样讲
过后，我跟miin,xian和hao决定了去A&w读书
蛮不错一下下的
偶尔换一下读书环境
也是个不错的提议哦~
途中，我们聊到如果
我接到电话说我们当中有人去世了
我的反应是如何？
我就讲我会更积极地面对它
也会有一段时间不会常露面
就给hao,miin讲我的答案太理智了
但是，xian就在那里笑
然后他就在笑
我会忧郁而终，
因为有一段时间我们会见不到
swt~~~

然后他就笑~~
结果还笑到肚子痛哦
还把自己的waffle掉到地上
我们也呆了蛮久的
就有2小时++吧~~
然后我也有收获
就是复习了一下下
vector+probability
不错的哦~~

明天我要加油复习chem了
有好多不会哦~~
目标22/9前复习完所有范围
哈哈~~
加油哦
u believe u can u can ~~
hehe