lately

lately i haven been doing stupid things...
in hostel
my living style is like class > hostel
then nothing to go...
like become 宅男 ad le...
lolz..
and i started to choose to run away from my problems..
which i dont really know how to deal it...
i also duno how ><
and lately need to take more initiative le..
alot of things reallyneed t take acion ourself first only go class
really hard...
zzzz
duno what to write le ><
haiz...

“ 奉献您的爱心，一起点燃生命 ”/“ We Care We Share ”

“ 奉献您的爱心，一起点燃生命 ”/“ We Care We Share ”
【合作/Corperate】: 大马SJ之家 (MYSJ) 和 Lions Club of Sentul

Credits to: Super Junior Malaysia Fans-site (MYSJ)
www.mysj-home.com
http://mysj-home.blogspot.com/

hope you all can join this blood donation charity activity..^^

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很有意识的歌词

这首歌是我老婆send给我的
我就的前半段
跟我和她的情况很像
几乎一样
除了分手那一段

哈哈
link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDHoxCAMevg&fmt=18

7년을 만났죠.
Chil nyeo neul man nat jyo
相爱7年了.
아무도 우리가 이렇게 쉽게 이별 할줄은 몰랐죠
Ah mu do wu rig a yi reoh ge swib ge yi byeol hal ju reun mo lat jyo
怎么也都没想到 我们这么简单就离别了
그래도 우리는 헤어져 버렸죠 긴 시간 쌓아왔던 기억을 남긴채
geu rae do wu ri neun he eo jyeo ba ryeo jyo gin shi gan ssa ha wat deon gi eo geul nam kin chae
尽管如此 我们还是 分手了 抛弃了 留下的 只有那时间无尽的回忆

우린 어쩜 너무 어린 나이에 서로를 만나 기댔는지 몰라
wu rin eo jjeom neo mu eo rin na yi e seo ro reul man na gi daet neun ji ma la
不知道年少的我们怎么会那么期待见面
변해가는 우리 모습들을 감당하기 어려웠는지도
byeon hae ga neun wu ri mo seum deu reun kam dang ha gi eo ryeo wot neun ji do
渐渐的 我们连见上一面都变得那么困难.
이별하면 아프다고 하던데, 그런것도 느낄수가 없었죠
yi byeo ra myeon ah peu da go ha deo n de geu reon geot do neu ggil su ga eob sseot jyo
知道离别的话会很痛 那样应该就没有感觉了
그저 그냥 그런가봐 하며 담담했는데
Geu jeo geu nyang geu reon ga bwa ha myeo dam dam haet neun de
那样的平静

울었죠. 우우우.
Wu reot jyo wu wu wu
哭了 wuwuwu
시간이 가면서 내게준.아쉬움에 그리움에, 내맘과는 다른 나의 맘을 보면서
Shi ga nig a myeon seo nae ge jun ah swi wu me geu ri wu me na ei ma meul bo myeon seo
离别的时间里我依然在留恋着 看着跟我想法不一样的心
처음엔 친구로, 다음에는 연인사이로, 헤어지면 가까스로 친구사이라는 그말 정말 맞는데
cheo eu men chin gu ro da eu me neun yeo nin sa yi ro he eo ji myeon ga gga seu ro chin gu sa I geu mal jeong mal mat neun de
一开始是朋友 接下来成了恋人 如果分手的话 那还能是朋友 那句话是对的

그후로 3년을 보내는 동안에도 가끔씩 서로에게 연락을 했었죠
geu hu ro sam nyeo neul bo nae neun dong a ne do ga ggeun sshik seo ro e ge yeon ra geul hae sseot jyo
之后三年的时间里 偶尔也会联络

다른 한 사람을 만나 또다시 사랑하게 되었으면서도 난
da reun han sa ra meul man na ddo das hi sa rang ha ge dwe eo sse myeon seo do nan
遇到了别的人 又再次爱上了别的人
슬플때면 항상 전화를 걸어 소리없이 눈물만 흘리고
seul peul ddae myeon hang sang jeon hwa reul geo reo so ri eob shi nun mul man heul ri do
常常痛苦的打着电话 没有声音的留下眼泪
"너도 좋은 사람 만나야된다." 마음에도 없는 말을 하면서
“neo do joh eun sa ram man nay a dwen da” ma eu me do eob neun ma reu ra myeon seo
"你也遇到个好人吧"说着不是心里想的话
아직 나를 좋아하나 괜히 돌려 말했죠.
Ah jik na reul joh wa ha na gwe n idol ryeo mal haet jyo
想无意间的问你是否还喜欢我

알아요. 우우우.
ah ra yo wu wu wu
明白了 wuwuwu
서로 가장 순수했었던 그때 그런 사랑 다시 할수없다는걸, 추억으로 남을뿐
seo ro ga jang sun su hae sseot deon geu ddae geu reon sa rang das hi hal sue ob da neun geol chu eo geu ro na meul bbun
以前最单纯的那段爱情再也不能重来 只能留在回忆里
가끔씩 차가운 그앨 느낄때도 있어요
Ga geum sshik cha ga wun geu ael neu kkil ddae do yi sseo yo
有时候 突然的 感觉到以前的那段时光
하지만 이제는 아무것도 요구할수 없다는걸 잘 알죠.
ha ji man yi je neun ah mu geot do yo gu hal sue ob da neun geol ja ral jyo.
可是我知道现在不能再要求什么了

"나 이제 결혼해" 그 애의 말 듣고 한참을 아무 말도 할수가 없었죠.
“na yi je geo rhon hae” geu ae ei mal deud go han cha meul ah mu mal do hal su ga eob sseo jyo
那天 听到你说 "我要结婚了"的一刻 我什么话都说不出来了
그리곤 울었죠. 그 애 마지막 말. "사랑해.."
geu ri gon wu reot jyo geu ae ma ji mak mal “sa rang hae”
然后 哭了 那天最后的一句:我爱你...
듣고싶던 그 한 마디 때문에
Deud go ship deon geu han ma di ddae mu ne
因为想听到的那句话…

缘分

缘分这东西真的很奥妙
我可以和我现在的女朋友在一起
是一种缘分把
可是，
我们一起后
开始慢慢发觉我们
有点有缘无分的感觉
有点像以前的一部戏“向左走，向右走”
我们两个都有像
就比如说
那天我要回宿舍
我刚离开家不久
她就到我的家了

真的觉得我们可以在一起
真的是一种奇迹
而且她也蛮迁就我的
我想我真得不应该
所以我都在选择性的放弃一些东西~
也希望可以把~

我妈妈她
现在更加的anti我出去
我要出也比较难了
老婆他约了我
到最后都不会去不成
真地想找个墙
撞下去
一了百了
可是不可以阿~
我要Take 100% responsibility of my life ...
gambateh a !!

today is special

today is a bit diff from da other days..
today i went out le whole day..
and meet my dear de friends..
all crazy and funny
in some way
i really felt that i am old
and duno how to social le..
why like that a..
social skill really is important a..
and i aint improving ><
aiks..
and after my dear's friends went back
we meet up with cammy a while
her look really OL...
haha ~
still pretty la... ( dun hit ma a dear)
and our relationship seems getting better..
so no worries ba...
dear
even after i went to MMu
i still will sms and call u de..
cos my parents dun wan buy me da laptop...
haiz..
cos i very naughty
keep go out
so how?
my initial plan is
this week all to my family de..
just for that laptop ><
but now cant le..
selfish right?
aiks..
so bad of me...
nvm ba..
everything as u guys planned..
and i cant do anything with it
but to follow..
if not will get kill by ALOt and i mean Alot
of ppl..
so...
haha..

need sleep lo..
tmr need fetch my sis to KLIA
need reach there by 930am...
after that then i go my new school
pass some document which i missed..
then find a OC
then back hom lo..
really need to learn to SOcial ><
haha
nightz ~

read read ~~

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two



1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

relationship 2

lately i noticed that
me and her like kinda got communication problem...
maybe cos i too quiet?
even together with her..
i will just be quiet ...
and today she asked something that really shocked ~
she asked do i like/love her? ( she ask in msn)
after that question she offed her msn...
i replied that i like her ~
if not why wanna b together with her..
maybe i dont know how to express myself ba..
or i am really that quiet and noob
to let her think that way.
she really thinks alot bout our relationship.
and for me i just let it flow naturaly..
is it my problem?
i think it is...
now the most big problem is
to let her think that i dont hv feelings for her..
really syoked..

and if u are reading
in da car, my answer is not 100%
ur phone call that scolded me
then u hung up,
at that moment, i really emo,
cos of my habit made u angry
and cos of me made u like very unhappy
and bcos of that
i decided to go
i dun wanna see u unhappy
but i felt like i will make u unhappy without my notice..
like just now
i think back and reliase
i was wrong back than
just u didn express it..
i know u wanted us to sweet sweet
rather than see me work on the stupid modem right?

aiks.. my habit really...
write till here ba..
night ~