things i have to say ~

i know i am a jerk for running away from my problems ..
but now i wont be running away
and i will be running towards my problems...
which i think i need to and have to ..
so i will try my best to cope with this problem lately...
i know no matter what the result is ..
i still will get ngam by few ppl...
which is not a really good feeling...
now i will try my best to deal with it and
for xin , we really need more communication ....
even though that is everyone said that we needed
still theory and practical is 2 diff things...
and i really didnt did it well for the past 2~3 weeks...
still the person i am now
aint the person from before
maybe you will think that i am just blowing water ...
then the only thing i can do is do take action lo...

and i know u guys really care about that..
and i know mostly i my problem
and my communication problem...
which is very lame...
and da both of us like always misunderstood de...
sometimes when she kidding i think is serious
and when i serious she think i kidding...
so aiks....
and for xin,
what i have to say that..
i will do my thing till the end ...
i wont give up ...
even your heart is broken..
i will use glue to stick it back..
or can stick it back
then i will make u a new one ~...
these are my words..
which i think u will think its just nth la..
for me is a new start...
and i really think that going to uni
really can change someone ~
which is a nice experience ^^
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my own problem now..
aiks ... money problem again..
my phone bill is like rm180++ ..
omg....
duno how to pay ..
haiz... need eat biscut liao
and for few days later de..
need find money as well..
going for sungkai and lost world of tambun trip..
tourism club de ice breaking trip..
rm 95 a..
so ex...
haiz...
become comms..
so go see see lo..
gah you ^^