the day ~..

today is a day i really tired and dono why thought of alot of things
i really think that i am a naughty boy..
during my high school days,
i ad think i very naughty...
now ... i more worse...
just direct gek my mom...
haha..
but really ma..
she always did things her way...
and for some reason
that day i really let out everything..
then just walk back home
just like that...
i really duno why i am capable of doing so..
then think back
i really did till too over..
and made my mom really really sad..
somehow ... i felt i wanted that..
but i kinda regret now..
duno why...

secondly, is about my gf...
just duno what gals always think that...
ad 4 months le..
she still thinks that i will hv someone here
instead of her...
why would i...
i ad tried to tel her that...
even though i know i am very stupid and wood all the time la
still i love her....
haiz...
duno she seeing this anot..
nvm la...
zzz