people and me

for me i am a weirdo ...

i pays attention to how ppl behave...

but i wont remember the details of things...

and i care more about friends than family.

and i always uses more than i keep

and i love to make myself suffer

and do alot of stupid things

and i mind what ppl thinks about me.

and i love to do things last minutes ...

and for someone i loved,

they will feel frustrating and irritating

as i always wont inform them where and when i am

so, alot of arguements always comes out from different point of view

i really think that i am stupid and weird in alot of ways

haha...

now canot sleep...

i also duno why

keep turning for half an hour

still cant sleep

then just wake up and online lu..

tmr 10 am class..

got quiz summore...

duno what to do now

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结婚

刚去了碧洁的wedding buffet

哈哈

真地没有想过我身边的朋友会这么得快结婚

真的没有

也很惊讶

然后呢

也看到很多很久没有联络了得朋友

但是hor

就是很像不认识一样

不懂要讲什么

我都是静静的听他们讲话

哈哈

然后就是

我跟筱连的问题

我跟她只是很好的朋友罢了

我们连续同班了3年哦

哈哈

他们每个都觉得我跟她有东西

还问我们及时派帖

halooooo

醒来了没有

我跟她真的没有东西

haiz..

所以我决定了

下次一定要带馨出去

不然hor

不懂他们又在想些什么了

过后我就去了xian的家打麻将

哈哈

真地很好笑以下

最近的我好像很喜欢吃东西这样

要不然就是我犯贱

嘴巴一直都在痒

想mum东西

哈哈

这一个月来

我都失眠到很严重

都到4~6am才睡觉

真地觉得我很可怕

我也不懂为什么我会这样

haiz...

不是每一句“对不起”，都能换来一句“没关系”。

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13th Oct 2009

on the day of 12th oct 2009

in the evening ,

i really got a headache ...

but my dear keep wanted me to wake up..

so i tried and stay awake..

then at around midnight.

they come to my house and gave me the cake..

it was surprising and happy u know..

it really was !!

then i cant really sleep ad..

till 3 something only sleep

then the next day need 7 something wake up.

zzz

suffering o...

wanna go shop tolong..

cause of the stupid contract...

and in the evening...

i going out...

when i went back home to change cloth and prepare to go ts..

my mom stopped me on the stairs..

she suddenly very angry said..

this morning i told u we going to eat vegie ...together..

then i tell her..

u should know i am going out...

and i will go out..

she said is it friends really more important than family?

at that time i really wanted to answer yes.

but i choose to be silence at the moment.

so , in the end i went out to ts

when i arrive to ts.

it is just a small celebration

including me 4 ppl

but was great though

hehe

and they bought me perfume...

really kinda swt...

haha

really funny

the photos i later upload.

我的叛逆行为

最近发现，我的叛逆行为又回来了

可是，有一点我不明白。

有些时候，我是真地睡不着就打电脑咯

我妈妈就会认为我是在叛逆

就是无声无涉的在反抗

我为什么要反抗？

我会反抗的是只有我的那个新家

本来我是很喜欢的

但是，想到三兄弟要睡一间

而姐姐就没人一间

真地很气

所以任何关于到那间家的东西我都不会要去理他

我真的很少爷脾气

哈哈

my cp exam today...

today really had a bad feeling about the exam...

in the end really have one..

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one of my question i chged the answer

then it is from right to wrong..

then got another 1..

give lecturer laugh..

cos mine is all case written saperately..

and got some i really write wrong...

i really think that the 1 they laughing is my paper...

even though got others la..

still...

really had a bad feeling about the exam..

and now worried bout pass..

really hope will get enough marks to pass.

haiz...

somehow , really felt that i m really a stupid , arrogant jerk...

ppl steady is because they are prepared...

i am relax is because i just do what i know ...

does that really count as prepared?