inside meaning....

i aint a person which is really good at interpretating meaning..

and i will usually just look at the surface of the words..

then straight think it is..

cos i wont think too much...

maybe because of this

i am easy to trust ppl

or give ppl cheat ba..

also not sure at all..

haha

somehow, i felt that i don really hv a meaning for my life...

finding that really takes alot..

i really hope got someone or something that can guide me...

that day , i went to pangkor with 3 friends...

for me , i am a bit superstision...

so i will go for "qui qian"

the result not really good...

it said my mouth will attracts troubles..

so lately i been keeping my mouth shut..

until today ,

really felt that chatting with best friends and friends really got big difference..

in mmu,

i am a quiet and shy person...

and seldom talks...

but back KL

i wont..

even though

really besides best friends...

normal friends didnt find me at all..

unless got special events...

so, starting to felt that friends really are important..

haha...

maybe i am thinking too much...