somehow

somehow i started to think that

i am letting history repeats itself...

somehow i felt that i have lived b4 and did something bad...

just felt that suddenly...

i am repeating my actions when i am in my high schools...

and somehow

i dont think it will be good when it continues to manifest...

then what should i do?

stop it?

or let it be?

or maybe run away?

but if i choose to run away

i dont think i have any place to run anymore...

just thinking that running isnt an option anymore

so have to face it now...

but what will it be?

stop it? how?

or let it be?

if i choose to let it be

then it would have a bad ending in the end...

so?

only option now is to stop it

but how?

any help?

haha....

been changing a little lately..

starting to force myself to read before going to bed..

and i want it to become my habbit

so doing it slowly...

hehe

and somehow that is the habbit i think will help me calm a little

haha

somehow...

i hope i will change into a new person.

and start my life as a new 1

but i cant...

cos there are doubts and worried...

woondering now ...

been wondered for quite some time

so maybe it is time to stop wonder

and settle down a little

PS : the things is nothing serious nor scary...

so dont ask ok....

thanks ...