bad bad bad ???

really duno what i am doing or thinking lately...

been living like a zombie for sometimes

starting to feel that is there something else i can do

beside zombie ing ?

and today hui ying sorry i canot help u ...

really duno how shah alam road ...

if u see this really sorry i canot help ..

being zombie sometimes is good but most of the time is bad ..

sometimes i good is because i can do things without thinking much .

and bad for most of the time .. is because it's time consuming and

it felt alot of aimless and duno where to go and what to do ..

erm.. how to say that feeling ...

oh ya ... its empty ...

feeling empty inside

dun really like this kind of feeling ...

still what to do ?

need to force myself to find things to do ..

but where and what to start with ?

this is the main problem ..

need sit and think think about this problem

haha ...

personality

yesterday i went to SIFE AGM ...SIFE stand for student in future enterprice
really less ppl ..
include hi comms and members only around 15 ppl plus and minus ..
it was like wow ..
and then we have do some ice breaking ...
the ice breaking was to know about ourself and there are 4 types of people ..
and in my type there is only 2 ppl including me ... and the 4th column is my type ~
not really suit to be a leader i think ... haha ~

1st Column
Sanguine

Strength - outgoing,responsive alkative,warm,friendly,enthusiastic,compassionate

Weakness -
undisciplined,EMO,unproductive,ego-centric,exaggerate

2nd Column
Choleric

Strength -
Strong-willed,independant,visionary,practical,productive,decisive,LEADER

Weakness -
cold and unemotional,self-sufficient,impetuous,unforgiving,domineering,sarcastic,angry and cruel

3rd Column
Melancholy

Strength -
Gifted,Analytical,Asthetic,self-sacrificing,industrious and self-disciplined

Weakness -
Moody,self-centred,persecution-prone,revengeful,touchy,theoretical,unsociable,critical and negative

4th Column
Phlegmatic

Strength -
Calm and quiet,easygoing,dependable,objective,diplomatic,efficient and organized,practical and humorous

Weakness -
Unmotivated,Procrastiner for selfish,stingy,self-protective,indecisive,fearful and worrier

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Temperaments

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

过去～

突然想起了过去～
过去自己到底做过了什么
有过什么成就
想想看
原来好像是没有也～
最有成就感的就是一年级拿到第八名
那个时候的我
真的很开心
因为拿到第八名
可以吃KFC
哈哈
小的时候可以吃到那么的一次已经是很开心了～
小孩子就是比较容易满足
哈哈～
而现在呢？
越来越不容易了～
因为要求高了
想要的东西也多了
哈哈～
是不是自己很傻？
突然又来想多多
不过还好啦
在这样的时候
全部人已经睡了
而我还在online =.="
我会automatic在这样的时候
起来
不明白为什么
可能是身体想告诉我要早睡？
哈哈
啊！～
在我忘记之前
过去还有另一个成就
那就是认识了一班不错的朋友
可是有些时候呢～
感觉自己是个拖累
就感觉吧
哈哈
原来静下来去思考东西
是比较容易分析
不错不错～

life

suddenly think of writing such a thing ...
what is life to us ?
is it meaningless or meaningful ?
it is all defined by one's definition of life right? asking stupid question again...
in some times of my life i wonder, what will i do with my life?
waste it or treasure it ? my choice right ...
haha did a little of crazy things in the past and in a blink of eye
i am a 21 year old boy on 13102010 ... time does flies haha
so wondering what will i be in my 30th bday and 40th or even 50th
haha
having farsight is a good thing but what is i thinking too much of far sight and forgotten the present ?
actually , past , present and future all are important, for us past is to get experience and learn from it , the present is something we need to appreciate it now and take it seriously , and for the future we only can vitualize and get to our goal .
so in the end , present is the most important right ? there is one saying ,
yesterday is a history ,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is a gift,
a gift is a present .
i really like this sentences , really simple and easy to understand yet meaningful^^
haha
just finish my talking nonsense ^^
tmr will be a new day so its time to go sleep now ... and prepare for tmr

Annual General Meeting

today is the AGM for Archery club which i m the president of this club . At first , i really didnt expect alot of people coming . in the end , the amount of people is still ok ok , hehe

today learnt something which is when we do things , we must know what we are doing and no last minute work. so got few things i really left out which is taking photos and social with the members, which i not really good at. For those who are reading this , you might think that i am really good in socialing . but the truth is i am not , just that sometimes u see the bright side of that and not the dark sight of it (somehow dont think i use the appropriate word for that).

after the meeting there are post morterm , which i didnt think on conducting in the first place. this is the ex- president wanted to, because he is here. i am ok to leave everything to him in charge which i think he will be gladly to do so . while he is conducting the post mortem i just walk around and listen to what he is saying that is all . in the end , it made him more of a president than i am , so i am like just a committee haha ~

in the end , i had things end it similiar to what i had planned but it was a rash plan so ... for me is satisfied.

感想

刚刚看了文浩的blog感觉很对～
我很赞同一下
尤其是这一句话
“当他们领着自己赚回来的薪水，享用每一天的晚餐总是感恩的，感恩自己拥有一份稳定的工作，感恩自己还年轻”
(sorry a... i know its copyright just copy 一下~ )
开始觉得真的很对
在读书时期我们真的很想往上班族
可是，当我们到了那个阶段就会有不一样的感觉了
哈哈～

comparing

comparing is a habit that alot of ppl have
and i am also 1 of them that likes to compare
and the end result ,
i like to compare,
partly is because my parents like to compare me with others
and they like to compare me with those that are elite .
so, the end result i think u know edi .
i dont have to tell gua!? or do i ?
haha
lately, i end up comparing ppl in game and in my room
everytime saw my roomate studying ,
i will think wow he is studying and here i am playing game
although, i got think of follow fin study
but i still end up playing game .
and worse my last min habit always come back to me
somehow i recall someone said this
ur mind wanted to change , but your body doesnt want to .
i totally agree with it
really agree
maybe i aint putting alot of effort in it i think
always relaying on others
and waiting ppl to tell what to do
haha...
for these few days
i heard something very correct also ..
during class , whole gang sit together as usual
and at the end of class
A said i am going to study this , that bla bla bla
then suddenly B said since u said it out , i am sure u wont do it
99% of me totally agree with it when i heard it
for the ppl that is good in their result or work
they normally just keep quiet and if someone ask only share it
and they will be willing to share ^^
that is the style of pro ppl la
and i am sure not 1 ...
hehe ~
hope to become 1 if can that is