love this lyrics too

The day that ended while searching for where I could wipe out my frustrations
The sky shown gray and I couldn’t see anything ahead
Those who ignore common sense laugh; What lies will they tell next?
What will be gained from hanging that up proudly?
But I have to keep moving forward
So I’ll keep singing like this

You’re crying for sure; You’re lonely for sure
You’re right; You’re just being human
That’s what the tears I shed say
This is beautiful too; It’s not a lie; Thank you for our true selves

Having dreams you want to come true and dreams you can’t reach
That itself becomes the dream, becomes the hope for people to go on living
There’s a door; I’m waiting there
So I’ll hold out my hand

For you who feels crushed, here’s the strength and confidence for you to be able to fight again and my song
That’s what the tears I shed say
Like this too we met in a dirty and ugly world; Thank you for this miracle

love the lyrics

I want to live forever and if I could live forever everything would come true
But everything I have keeps driving me
During the time I have left to live where can I find my dreams?
Even though everything is precious to me
It’s no problem; I’ll just have a little snack right here
I took pride when I quit thinking like that

Looking back on the path I walked I’ve had enough of only having the things I hate
The things I have experienced brighten the path that I wanted to live

I want to live as much as I can; The days of only hurrying all vanish
But I try to skip even though I’m not completely exhausted; I had such contradictory thoughts
I guess I didn’t know that I got hit somewhere on the head
It’s okay; I’ll go to a nearby hospital for a bit
Could you give me medicine to keep me up forever?

Even if I just stand up I’m already turning into a fossil
Like being forgotten by everyone I’ll become a dusty existence

It’s no problem; I’ll show you a bit of my will-power
I slap my own face as proof of my existence

Not looking back on the path I walked even if it’s only the things I hate I’ll move forward
The things I have experienced brighten the existence that I’ll show you that I’ll become

first time ... GG ....

really first time GG ...
really GG now ..
something i really touched whole evening till now also canot solve
why am i so noob
am i really not suitable in studying this sub ?
or i am too lazy to self studies which causes this to happen?
really duno how ... deadline on 9 am ...
haiz haiz haiz..
total got 16 marks..
i only didnt half..
but duno can get the half full marks anot
the other 8 marks
really duno how to do ..
aiks..

meaningful sentences

第一句
如果我們之間有1000步的距離
你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步

第二句
通常願意留下來跟你争吵的人
才是真正愛你的人

第三句
付出真心　才會得到真心
却也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己
却也注定永遠寂寞

第四句
有時候不是對方不在乎你
而是你把對方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

第六句
就算是believe的中間也藏了一個lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
並不是在一起就有聊不完的話题
而是在一起　就算不說話
也不會感到尷尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的兩個人

第九句
為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的
就是那些　該放進心裡的人

第十句
冷漠　有時候並不是無情
只是一種避免被傷害的工具


這十句話很有深度，很有意思。認真去思考，你會得到意想不到的收穫。
請不要吝啬，轉發出去跟你身邊的好友分享~大家友誼萬歲

Imba

hate this kind of feelings
everytime same group with him
i am the only one doing all the things
maybe i am complaining again
which i always do ..
really starting to think that i only know how to complain
and dono how to do things ady
need to stop this stupid habit
haiz haiz haiz
doing 2 assignments
1 need redo
the other 1 when do ..
my whole pc sure laggy
now haiz also no use
still need to do
wtf la ...
>< >< ><
zzz

hate everything in my house ....including myself

为什么总是这样
我不做功课的时候
我家里的狗狗就乖乖
当我今天要做功课的时候
我的狗狗就在哪里吵我
真的不知道要讲什么
现在是把所有的灯关完
然后再写着一片东西
真的无言
我现在去开灯的话
一定会给他吵得
头痛
难得我要做assignment（flash）
但是还是要做
星期2要交了
不能不作
真的很头痛
别人的flash只是学一些简单的东西
我的呢
要学action script
我都不知道要怎样
跟死的是
我的tutorial
是要自己读
自己学
老师都几乎没有教东西
真的不知道要怎样死
还有3d modelling
也是这个星期due date
tutorial根本就没有叫东西
全部都要自己研究
sienz le la..
一点都没有教
算了吧
我把灯关完
那个狗狗
还在吵
真的无言了拉
zzz
><
zzz

对号入座

现在的我真的很想对号入座
不想去理这么多了
想讲什么就讲什么了拉
如果你在讲的是我们
那对不起
我已经没问题了拉
问题是在她
我觉得就算不能在一起
还可以做朋友
我真的不想连朋友也不想做
知道吗？
但是，她的想法我到现在都猜不透
或许，是我真的笨吧
不了解她
但是，有必要做到这样吗？
真的有必要吗？
我知道我之前有讲了一些不好听的话
我承认我真的是对号入座
我也承认那个时候我的情绪真的有很大的变化
因为家人的问题
真的很大的问题
所以，我要隆重的讲对不起。
我也知道我这个对不起
不会有什么作用~
就看你的了
但是
还是那一句
真的要做到这样吗？
连做回朋友都不可以吗？
如果你看了
请给个答复好不好~
简单的也好

hopeless

最近的我都不知道搞些什么了
没什么东西想做
但是，总觉得很空虚
真的不明白为什么
很想活得精彩点
可是到最后什么都做不到
"Who knows what could happen next!? Do what you like to do or just keep on laughing.But one thing's true. There's always a brand new day and I'm gonna live today like it's my last day :D"
看到有人在fb post这一段话
看了之后
真的很有用
也很对
但是我想讲的是
我现在就像每一天都是我的最后一天
都在玩罢了
哈哈
很傻
对不对！？

really lolS

i admit i really duno what gals are thinking
and i dun like to guess
maybe i am the one that is with problem
it just felt wrong in some sort of way
duno la
u wanna block then block ba....
that is ur choice
i dun want to u still will block ..
just wanna say things clear la
now we are like not even friends
need to be like this?
things need to go this far?
if u think it is a neccessary then i have nth to say
and i just felt weird la ...
even though we r tgt ur facebook ady blocked me from writing things on ur wall
so ...
maybe u will think i am declaring war or something
i wanna confess that i am not
just wanna clarify things here
just go do what u want and what u like
that is ur choice ..
as long as u dont regret ...
"just do it " from nike
haha ~

lolz....

i am using my ass in writing it ..
so ...
haiz..
enough enough ...
dun say anything anymore liao..
just stop it ..
haiz..
just do ur things and i wont disturb u ever and ever..
happy ?

zzz ~.~

someone really thinks that i am the worm inside her stomach de leh ..
nudging doesnt mean to disturb u ...
u just put busy and nowadays everyone also put busy or even offline
their person also there...
like another someone ...
i already said u go busy ur things ...
=.="
like this also said their parents ...
my parents is weirdo i know that ..
if u r in my family
u sure will die kao kao ...
u wanna bet it ?
wanna try it ?
dun simply blame ppl for being stupid or something
saying this kind of things please think urself ...
someone's parents also give someone alot of money on education
but end up what ?
chasing stars..
but not studying ...
dun declare war with me pls..
dun wanna have any other war...
zzz =.=

tired !?

lately felt like easily to get tired
duno why ...
i really duno why ..
really getting
tired of doing assignment
tired of going out to eat
tired of always thinking the same thing and not doing anything
tired of always blaming myself
tired of doing nothing when there is something i can do
tired of staying at home always
tired of getting scold
tired of pennyless
tired of chating with my mom ..

suddenly felt like wanna counter attack everything
dun 1 let it be
anyone comes just shot back
really got this kind of feeling lately ..
and my attitude in speaking a
a little getting worse
starting to feel my words really got some lc feeling inside
that is what i felt la..
from my own words and my own mouth
duno got ppl realise anot
haha
or i am worrying too much again?
duno la ..
lately just feel like writing alot of things
might update quite often lately
tired le la ..
tmr need work ..
haiz..
and i watched Clash of Titans
for me is consider ok ..
got little dissapointed ..
hoped got more but the movie didnt have ..

/* the main point i write this is because of my mom today
we just have argue's about my school fees...
i really wanna faint liao..
the ptptn i got only rm 30k for 3 years
means that 1 year i only get rm 10k max ..
but my total tuition fees for 3 years is rm 40k++
ptptn lo dun give me full loan ..sienz 7
and then this sem i wanna ask money from her ...around rm 2.7k ++
she asked me still need pay how many more?
ptptn not cover it all ?
then i reply ...
hostel fees leh , other fees leh ??
those no need pay ?
u think those fees is FOC a..
then she like nth to say ...
haiz..
really har duno what to say liao ..
b4 she said she will settle the money ..
now ... complain to me ...
haiz....
summore i wanted to move out to live with my friends in a appartment
she directly said no ...
guess what her excuses is..
she said i moved out will go out also ..
i was like what the....
even i am in this house i also go out always la
for me i really thinks this house is a hotel
a special kind of hotel ..
haha...
but what she can do ?
and today i just back KL
and then go out with other friends ...
mom scolded again ..
she said ,' u a ... always go out ...duno u r study or play de ...'
i really duno what she is thinking about la..
going out and study can be 2 different things..
canot i study on weekdays and play on weekends
and last week she also said .. duno u r studying or playing .. nvr see u study at home ...
haiz. for me at home is a place to relax not to study ...
so i seldom study de la..
even though i wanted to study there are still ppl who likes to watch movie or play ps
and with those distraction around
haha..
duno la. ..
from my opinion la ..
*/

someone

its been few months now
since that "incident"
happened
and for me it still felt like it just happened yesterday
thinking of things
maybe i am too selfish back then
maybe i am too foolish
maybe i am too stupid of having that decision??
haha
really wondering
what if ...
what if we are still together ?
what if those things didnt happen ?
what if i didnt let go at all ?
what if ...
there are alot of possiblities out there
but still
now the road infront of me is what i did in the past
so ...
regrets??
somehow yes
since then till now
we didnt chatted or sms or called or even meet up
both of us have the same reaction
when 1 of us is there
the other 1 would rather leave
maybe or just maybe
we didnt let go at all ?
we still dun 1 to face the fact that we are ...
just maybe
haha
type a little too much i think
going to sleep la..
haha

skipping class

this week really skipped alot of class and
got 4 assignments havent finish
all just little by little nia
haiz..
initially planned to finish it this week
but in the end
what did i accomplished?
nothing ...
erm .. come to think of it
got la.
wasting my time on movies and games
really no moood to study
and suddenly realize
what i did also end up very bad ..
what does that mean?
it means that everything i did in my life
i did it very noobly
why a...
aint i good in anything , just one thing enough ..
but i dont think i got anything that i am good at...
not even 1 ...
haha
maybe i am like this
even though i am lucky to have all whole body parts attached to me as 1 body
but still ..
ahaha
talking too much nonsense ady..
now dono what to do ..
dun 1 think anything le la..
dun 1 add oil
dun 1 work hard
dun 1 do assignment
dun 1 go class
dun 1 plan ahead
dun 1 follow my plan
dun 1 think
dun 1 play
>< >< ><
haha

really wanna swt and die liao
everytime when i doing things
other things will come at the same time ..
really hate it la..
haiz..
sienz la..
just wanna express my emotions ..
nothing much ...

its complicated

today really a day
which can so call it as 1 la..
on morning wake up early and went to temple as today is a "big day"
and went there helped out
after i finish helping out
i felt sleepy and the most worse thing is i canot sleep there
haiz..
then i go talk on the phone lo ..
find ppl to chat ...
like this my mom also ngam me said ppl saw me outside talking on the phone and then ...
argue again ..
really dun like it la
haiz..
and somehow i wanted to live outside and not hostel
my mom dont let
and the reason is i will always go out ..
wtf..
even i not outside also always go out ady a
i really swt la ...
because in temple ..
so didnt argue ..
after that i went to another temple to 求签
haha..
the result quite ok a ..
got better that time ...
then go xian house ..
that big prawn forgot where her warranty is ...
and we change plan and go miin house to check gsc
to watch movie
and we watch a love comedy name its complicated
haha
really funny
long time didnt laugh like this
really happy and relaxing
inside the movie really like someone
haha
recommended to go watch ...
haha ~
maybe will got a poster come out soon
friend help edit
haha
anxious to see the poster ..
haha