My "laopo"~

lately i got a "laopo" ~
and she kinda ok with it ~
but hor
now both of us ad jump into "yellow river"
also cant clean our name de la ~
so just continue a while ba ~
haha ~
even though ad told them me and her is nth ~
and for czuo
this is for u to see de ~
haha ~
dun say i didnt let u see a ~
blek ~~
and my hair de purple colour is the mirror reflect de
nt that i really dye my hair ~


ps : "laopo" hope u wont mind a ~
i put here de la
haha ~

Food~

this is the 2 things that my mom everyday use to dabao the food for dinner and lunch ~
so i aint the tong sampah that u guys said i am ~
haha~
this amount and more is for my whole family eat de ~
haha ~
very alot right ~
i also duno how i can eat so little ~
nvm la ~
ad used to it ~

yesterday , we go watch coming soon
kinda funny
1st time use this kind of way to think of ghost story ~
haha ~
not that scary
just got 1 part i scared dao ~
and luckily the one bside me didnt scream i will scare her more than the movie
haha ~
really got 1 time experience
kinda scare ad ~
and hor
they start to discuss the one i wrote here ~
i wont tell la ~
cos i got my own issue ~
so really wont tell for now ~
need to really feel it is the right one anot
my depth , still gt someone there ~
so duno why so long le
still gt ~
maybe i really falled for her at that time ~
duno ~
wanting to forget someone really is hard
see how ba ~
if the feeling is right maybe will take initiative ba ~
on changing my look~
haha ~

and i got mmu de offer letter le
they offer me software engineering and game design
its june intake ~
and local uni is and the 3rd week of june only out ~
diu lo ~
headaching sienz...

and minxian ~
next time must b more careful o ~
duno always dreaming ba ~
know u might be thinking someone or something at that time la ~
hehe ~
take care ya ~
wish u recover asap ~
^^

First time ~~

first time went home from submit ~~
the go the kesas highway
didnt know what the road leads me
just following the signboard back to Tmn OUG ~
but hor ~
there is 2 tols
both cost rm 2.20 each
and my wallet only got rm 3.40
how a ~~
short rm 1..
in the second tols ~
i keep say shit b4 i saw the signboard got tol..
then when its my turn
i told the person
i not enough money
only rm 1
then she thinks a while say ok la
took the rm 1 from me a
and let me go ~
really a first time ~
and really thanks her for that
its really a scary experience and a nice one ~~
haha ~

that feeling ~

that feeling is back
but i still feel that i havent truely let go of my previous one
how am i going to do ~
everytime know that she is ok
i felt happy
duno y..
just sudden felt like that
maybe i really fallen for her?
but if its true
all i can say i too swollen to last long
maybe its coming too fast i guess
just me feeling la
like to think things according to my heart than my mind
haha
actually at the previous post
i kinda wan to see some comment de
but in the end
nothing there
a bit dissapointed lo
and today is one of my friend 's bday
happy birthday to him ^^
hehe ~

dun like this kind of emo feeling ~~
just hate it ~~
really wanna go out and breathe some fresh air...
felt like the air is going to run out and cant breathe
really seldom i had this kind of feeling ><
maybe it is good or bad?
i really duno
anyone got an answer?
haha ~

so normally i will find songs to listen to 麻醉 myself
been doing it lately..
hehe ~
so hope can find nice song to listen ~~
good night ~

liking this song lately~~

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

Oohhhh ohhohh

The storms of rage are rolling wild and free
Down that highway of regret
The wind of change is blowing wild and free
But you aint seen nothing like me yet

There aint nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the end of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

i heard this song from American idol season 8
sang by kris allen ~~
haha quite nice de lo ~~
but is an emo song la...
~~
just wanna share it ~~

suddenly feeling like this ~~~

its been awhile since i got this feel again ~~
even though kinda hungry to get one la ~~
now got le
but just little la...
not much though
haha ~
sure got alot of ppl ask is who de la
wont tell blek ~~
i know even i said wont tell
still got ppl will ask de la...
so its really humanity's curiousity ~
see how how la ~~
maybe i am in the RIGHT mood
i might slip some out leh ~~
then u will know who is it lo
haha ~

so didnt think much ba ~~
most important now is to have the ability to support myself
i mean financially ~
asin my financial also got problem ~
how to have a relationship leh?
having a relationship really need some $ de lo~~
i know i am the kind of person which
have rm 10 will use rm 10 ~
so its really a challenge to change la ~
hehe ~
i think i will change into
the kind of person got rm 10 will use rm 7
haha ~
can change till like that ad very good le
that's my target for now la ~~

in a way, really hope to hv a serious relationship la...
duno this time will success anot ~~
i know in the past
i really did alot of mistake
which i let my oppotunities just slip pass me ~~
and i didnt reach out my hand to grab it ~~
its really my problem ~
didnt know how to reach out my hand ~
so now hope i got enough mistake
and learn from it ~
maybe the things i said here
some might felt its rubbish
but for me just a reminder
and on the real occasion
no one knows what will happens
and what stupid thing i will do ~~
haha

write till here ba
getting tired le ^^
hehe ~~
need to thanks zihao for lending me his pc to write this ^^
hehe ~
night ~~

Life and Death ~

one of my uncle had just passed away since yesterday ~~
and his news of passing away
came in really suddenly and shocking after hearing it
even though i known him for my whole life
but we didnt even chatted over 10 sentences,
maybe some of you will think that it is crazy
but its true
i didnt really chatted with any of my relatives
cos mostly when we chat
they are the one talking
i just moves my head,

today is the second day after he passed away
is a tiring day
tomoro need wake up early
to see the cremaltation(火葬）think i spell it wrongly
really felt that death is a reminder for all of us
that life is precious and need to treasure it
so,
try to anything u think is great b4 that day comes^^
even there is alot of obstacle on the way
so dun give up ya,
^^

and saturday need take the usm exam,
duno wat i need to study,
so thinking to just bring myself there,
haiz...
wish me luck la,

been taking 3 days straight leave le,
next 2 weeks cant take any leave le,
or else will give ppl kill liao
especially my mother!!!
haiz...

jjust write till here ba ~
night ~

girlish

lately, been listening to some negativity things bout me de
haha its good
but doesnt really like
and i need to accept it and change it ~~
cos as a boy
being too soft really a bit weird sometimes
so been changing ~~
but still girlish~~
and even got friend take it as a joke
haha really nothing de la...
so dun worry i will get angry or anything..

just that being girlly...
i also duno why..
maybe cos i grow up in a many girls environment?
maybe la..
haha ~~
so trying to be manly and fit a bit haha~~
starting to say something stupid again ~~
just write for fun ~~

Naughty ~

its been quite some time had i updated my blog ~~
haha now kinda nothing to do
so....
doing some update during my work ~~
haha ~~
i know most of you will say i am very bad
cos writing blog during my work.
but today really like nothing to do
and very free
i had been free since 11 something till now
haha
i told my mom i am very free at work
but she say go work la
got money take de wor
zzz
i also know got money take de la
but in someway , felt not really worth lo
doing nth and still get $,
just felt la...nothing much ~~
even though , every hour working is rm 4.5 la...
still can tahan a bit ba
haha

1 more important thing...
my phone lately sot sot ing le
most of the time cant receive network coverage
thinking of changing new phone le ~~
any nice suggestion ~~
haha ~~
so sienz...
need to suffer few more day ...

tmr i asked for holiday again ><
starting to feel i very naughty le la..
haha ~~
need to finish my things at mmu o ..
if not will let my sister nag again...
haiz...
so tmr go finish it ba ...
not really got anything to update le ba ~~
so wish everone all da best la ~~