i not really believe lo ><
haha ~
鉴定结果
您的心理年龄25岁
与您实际年龄差5岁
幼稚度44％
成熟度57％
老化度17％
the website = http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm
go try try ^^
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
confidence
confidence is something really valuable
and is also something i dont really have.
Maybe u can say that everyone have it in them
to be honest,
i know that i dont really have
confident is something u really need to build within
and not just change ur look then u will become confident.
if its that easy then
everyone would be like almost da same ~
haha.
this i am really learning
but after learning need practical de a..
practical is something that i sux at..
always fail at practical...
sometimes really dun like it .
enough of me ~
i will write something about what happened today~
today hor...
very late only wake up,
can be pig ad
wake up then sleep back
then wake up..
did this action repeatedly...
then my mom called
and say no need fetch ur bro o ~
when i prepared everything
waiting my car .... kancil that is
to back home..
my dad drove it back and came in
just to pass me my lunch
then he went to fetch my bro back to da shop
to eat lunch
which i dont really like the amount they bought ><
sometimes want more also cant ...
cos need think dao others a..
if i had more then others cant hv it lo...
that is what i think la..
later, my mom called again around 3 something,
she called to ask me later no go out o...
and said,
i pay the RM 1,873
when u want come out work o...
that is the stupid contract i sign with my mom
just to study MMU ...
if i didnt do that
she wont give the money ...
i got tried to tell her
she help give 1st
later i lend ptptn then give back her...
but hor guess what she said to me after i told her i going to lend ptptn...
she said i am stupid to lend it...
and her friend , another auntie also said i stupid...
they say i am stupid cos i go lend ptptn and need give back + interest...
if i sign that stupid contract
my mom will give money i stupid and no need give back...
so this is the point she wanna express
so she said i am stupid..
but hor..
my family bought a new house at cheras , the peak there...
duno where la..
just know how to go there..
need renovate and bought new furnitures leh...
i lend ptptn is dun 1 depend on them a..
am i wrong for thinking like that...
really duno why she wanna think like that..
even though i know among all my siblings
i am the one my parents spend alot of money on...
others all study gov. sch
just me study private. sch
that i know...
and hor...
since last friday ,
i keep out whole day till today...
even my dad start to ngam ...
and these few days i just outing
and didn do anything other things..
haiz..
just out only lo..
i didnt ask money from them
they also will ngam...
more important i am boy lo..
not a girl,,
if i am , then i dun hv a thing to say
but i m a boy,
so , isnt it ok for me to come back late?
weird concepts...
dont know how i can withstand it for nearly 20 years...
haha ~
kinda proud of myself...
enough writing la..
need slip le
although i still not sleepy..
haha~
nvm go sleep lo...
and is also something i dont really have.
Maybe u can say that everyone have it in them
to be honest,
i know that i dont really have
confident is something u really need to build within
and not just change ur look then u will become confident.
if its that easy then
everyone would be like almost da same ~
haha.
this i am really learning
but after learning need practical de a..
practical is something that i sux at..
always fail at practical...
sometimes really dun like it .
enough of me ~
i will write something about what happened today~
today hor...
very late only wake up,
can be pig ad
wake up then sleep back
then wake up..
did this action repeatedly...
then my mom called
and say no need fetch ur bro o ~
when i prepared everything
waiting my car .... kancil that is
to back home..
my dad drove it back and came in
just to pass me my lunch
then he went to fetch my bro back to da shop
to eat lunch
which i dont really like the amount they bought ><
sometimes want more also cant ...
cos need think dao others a..
if i had more then others cant hv it lo...
that is what i think la..
later, my mom called again around 3 something,
she called to ask me later no go out o...
and said,
i pay the RM 1,873
when u want come out work o...
that is the stupid contract i sign with my mom
just to study MMU ...
if i didnt do that
she wont give the money ...
i got tried to tell her
she help give 1st
later i lend ptptn then give back her...
but hor guess what she said to me after i told her i going to lend ptptn...
she said i am stupid to lend it...
and her friend , another auntie also said i stupid...
they say i am stupid cos i go lend ptptn and need give back + interest...
if i sign that stupid contract
my mom will give money i stupid and no need give back...
so this is the point she wanna express
so she said i am stupid..
but hor..
my family bought a new house at cheras , the peak there...
duno where la..
just know how to go there..
need renovate and bought new furnitures leh...
i lend ptptn is dun 1 depend on them a..
am i wrong for thinking like that...
really duno why she wanna think like that..
even though i know among all my siblings
i am the one my parents spend alot of money on...
others all study gov. sch
just me study private. sch
that i know...
and hor...
since last friday ,
i keep out whole day till today...
even my dad start to ngam ...
and these few days i just outing
and didn do anything other things..
haiz..
just out only lo..
i didnt ask money from them
they also will ngam...
more important i am boy lo..
not a girl,,
if i am , then i dun hv a thing to say
but i m a boy,
so , isnt it ok for me to come back late?
weird concepts...
dont know how i can withstand it for nearly 20 years...
haha ~
kinda proud of myself...
enough writing la..
need slip le
although i still not sleepy..
haha~
nvm go sleep lo...
Friday, May 15, 2009
news spreads ~
i really didnt know my blog got so many fanz
haha ~
that i really dont know.
as i wrote the relationship post
almost all of 7s1 knew it ad
and some of 6s2 also know le
haha
news really spread fast.
and this week alot of things happened and need to settle
esspecially for my relationship ...
still new in tat
alot of things aint too good at handling.
hehe ~
now is learning in process
relationship really is something hard to explain..
having relationship with someone
isnt easy and need time and effort to maintain it..
which is the most difficult part of it.
for me right now really nth much
felt sweet every morning and before sleep
hehe ~
dont envy me pls..
haha ~
this week settled all my school stuff le
i am going to cyberjaya MMU ~
to study SOFTWARE ENGINEERING AND GAME DESIGN...
haiz..
hope i can ace it
and the most thing i hate is my mom willing to sponsor me go study
but there is terms and condition applied..
which i dont really like
and she forced me to write something like a contract ...
aiyo.. need anot o..
haiz...
she like lo..
that matters ...
dun 1 argue la..
just obey her for once ...
haha
so relationship part..
laopo i am doing my best to change le
and i dun like things goes too fast...
like it goes smoothly and slowly la
hehe ~
even though we aint fast la..
haha
just sket too fast ...
or maybe i thinking too much again?
if u are reading pls,
dun always coffee o ,
gt da time rest ba
dun online too much o..
now is ur finals period..
jyjy o ~
haha ~
that i really dont know.
as i wrote the relationship post
almost all of 7s1 knew it ad
and some of 6s2 also know le
haha
news really spread fast.
and this week alot of things happened and need to settle
esspecially for my relationship ...
still new in tat
alot of things aint too good at handling.
hehe ~
now is learning in process
relationship really is something hard to explain..
having relationship with someone
isnt easy and need time and effort to maintain it..
which is the most difficult part of it.
for me right now really nth much
felt sweet every morning and before sleep
hehe ~
dont envy me pls..
haha ~
this week settled all my school stuff le
i am going to cyberjaya MMU ~
to study SOFTWARE ENGINEERING AND GAME DESIGN...
haiz..
hope i can ace it
and the most thing i hate is my mom willing to sponsor me go study
but there is terms and condition applied..
which i dont really like
and she forced me to write something like a contract ...
aiyo.. need anot o..
haiz...
she like lo..
that matters ...
dun 1 argue la..
just obey her for once ...
haha
so relationship part..
laopo i am doing my best to change le
and i dun like things goes too fast...
like it goes smoothly and slowly la
hehe ~
even though we aint fast la..
haha
just sket too fast ...
or maybe i thinking too much again?
if u are reading pls,
dun always coffee o ,
gt da time rest ba
dun online too much o..
now is ur finals period..
jyjy o ~
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
relationship
我跟她开始了
在5月9号
今天已经3天了
也是我跟她第一次约会
感觉还不错哦~
可是我觉得我有点点太被动了哦~
就不好哦~
这个毛病很久就发觉到了
只是不懂要怎样改
现在在想着办法哦
就遭话题来料阿~
这也是我的一个很大的毛病啊~
就让我跟她在一起的时候
会很静啊~
她也投诉了几次了~
哈哈
可是我就是这样啊~
在努力的改着了拉
哈哈
而且今天我们也"窜报"了
本来还不想让他们知道的~
可是就因为一些意外
就让他们都知道了
现在有了女朋友
需要加油的东西就更多了
尤其是钱的问题
然后就是我的态度
然后就是我的外表
这3个是我一定要改的~
enen
不可以只是说说罢了~
真得一定要改哦~
明天我要去gao dim我大学的东西了
due date要到了
加油把
还有在回家时
跟豪谈了很多东西
就了解到些些的东西哦~
哈哈~
谢谢
也谢谢大家的祝福~
在5月9号
今天已经3天了
也是我跟她第一次约会
感觉还不错哦~
可是我觉得我有点点太被动了哦~
就不好哦~
这个毛病很久就发觉到了
只是不懂要怎样改
现在在想着办法哦
就遭话题来料阿~
这也是我的一个很大的毛病啊~
就让我跟她在一起的时候
会很静啊~
她也投诉了几次了~
哈哈
可是我就是这样啊~
在努力的改着了拉
哈哈
而且今天我们也"窜报"了
本来还不想让他们知道的~
可是就因为一些意外
就让他们都知道了
现在有了女朋友
需要加油的东西就更多了
尤其是钱的问题
然后就是我的态度
然后就是我的外表
这3个是我一定要改的~
enen
不可以只是说说罢了~
真得一定要改哦~
明天我要去gao dim我大学的东西了
due date要到了
加油把
还有在回家时
跟豪谈了很多东西
就了解到些些的东西哦~
哈哈~
谢谢
也谢谢大家的祝福~
Saturday, May 9, 2009
mood
today i listen to utada hikaru new album
all eng song de very nice o ~
haha~
今天miin回来了
然后，就来个yam cha
哪个地方真得很多人zzz
可是，
我觉得最过分的是
他们在将我和馨的东西
还要在我们的面前讲
就很不因该阿~
毕竟，馨是女生阿
这样对一个女生
真的让他不懂要把面子放到哪里哦
她呢
应该知道了
我这里写的是谁
很多时候
我不讲
他们都会猜到
我真得不懂他们是怎样知道的
就会大一下馨的问题
为什么是你？
为什么指定是你？
这我也不懂哦~
感觉来了就来了
我不可能对感觉说:"
eh 你不可以来
你走
shuu shuuuu"
这样吗？
她对我有没有感觉
我就不懂了
这问题
rumin问过我~
...
。。。。。。。。待续。。。。。。。。。。。
all eng song de very nice o ~
haha~
今天miin回来了
然后，就来个yam cha
哪个地方真得很多人zzz
可是，
我觉得最过分的是
他们在将我和馨的东西
还要在我们的面前讲
就很不因该阿~
毕竟，馨是女生阿
这样对一个女生
真的让他不懂要把面子放到哪里哦
她呢
应该知道了
我这里写的是谁
很多时候
我不讲
他们都会猜到
我真得不懂他们是怎样知道的
就会大一下馨的问题
为什么是你？
为什么指定是你？
这我也不懂哦~
感觉来了就来了
我不可能对感觉说:"
eh 你不可以来
你走
shuu shuuuu"
这样吗？
她对我有没有感觉
我就不懂了
这问题
rumin问过我~
...
。。。。。。。。待续。。。。。。。。。。。
Friday, May 8, 2009
纯粹想分享
媳婦說：
「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，
妳究竟想怎麼樣 ？」
母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。
她怒瞪他一眼。
他試了一口，馬上吐出來，
兒子說：「 我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」
「 那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。
兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：
「 媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」
「 仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！
「 媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，
至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：
「 仔，不要送媽去老人院。」
聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。
「 媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，
妳知道老婆一但工作，
一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。
老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」
「可是，阿財叔他 ....」
洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。
他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。
母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。
但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，
反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！
真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？
仔問自己，他有些不忍。
「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」
阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他
「 你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，
為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？
樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊 ！」
親戚總是這樣勸他。
兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。
夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。
一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。
是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。
當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，
嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，
但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。
幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，
神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，
有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。
兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，
所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。
從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。
幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，
四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。
縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。
「 媽，我........我要走了 ！」
母親只能點頭。
他走時，母親頻頻揮手，
她張著沒有牙的嘴，
蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。
兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，
深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。
母親，真的老了！
他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。
那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，
於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。
母親臨走時，
他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：
「 媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」
最後母親沒有丟下他。
他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，
深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。
他回到家，
妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。
身高3呎的獎杯──
那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！
華英字典──
那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！
還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，
沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？
「 夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。
﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。
岳母沒好氣地說。
「 就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，
我明天要為我媽添張新的 ！」
一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，
那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。
「 它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」
「 你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」
「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，
為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？ 」
雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。
一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，
呼一聲又飛馳而過。
那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，
停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。
他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。
她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，
顯然感到安慰的說：
「 媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！ 」
他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。
「 很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」
他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道 ：
「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧 ！」
∼∼後語∼∼
隨著自己愈長大，
看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，
頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！
父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！
而我呢？
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，
才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多，
只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚?#92;，
睡前幫他們?#92;?#92;被子，
天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。
有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。
那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？
我相信，人是環環相扣的；
現在，你如何對待你的父母；
以後，你的子女就如何待你。
朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，
願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！
∼共勉之∼
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。
孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！
孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....
「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，
妳究竟想怎麼樣 ？」
母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。
她怒瞪他一眼。
他試了一口，馬上吐出來，
兒子說：「 我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」
「 那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。
兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：
「 媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」
「 仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！
「 媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，
至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：
「 仔，不要送媽去老人院。」
聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。
「 媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，
妳知道老婆一但工作，
一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。
老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」
「可是，阿財叔他 ....」
洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。
他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。
母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。
但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，
反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！
真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？
仔問自己，他有些不忍。
「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」
阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他
「 你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，
為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？
樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊 ！」
親戚總是這樣勸他。
兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。
夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。
一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。
是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。
當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，
嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，
但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。
幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上，
神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，
有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。
兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，
所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。
從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。
幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，
四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。
縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。
「 媽，我........我要走了 ！」
母親只能點頭。
他走時，母親頻頻揮手，
她張著沒有牙的嘴，
蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。
兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，
深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。
母親，真的老了！
他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。
那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，
於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。
母親臨走時，
他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：
「 媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」
最後母親沒有丟下他。
他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，
深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。
他回到家，
妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。
身高3呎的獎杯──
那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！
華英字典──
那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！
還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，
沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？
「 夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。
﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。
岳母沒好氣地說。
「 就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，
我明天要為我媽添張新的 ！」
一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，
那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。
「 它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」
「 你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」
「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，
為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？ 」
雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。
一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，
呼一聲又飛馳而過。
那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，
停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。
他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。
她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，
顯然感到安慰的說：
「 媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！ 」
他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。
「 很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」
他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道 ：
「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧 ！」
∼∼後語∼∼
隨著自己愈長大，
看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，
頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！
父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！
而我呢？
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，
才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多，
只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚?#92;，
睡前幫他們?#92;?#92;被子，
天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。
有時，我常在想：我希望我的子女以後如何對我。
那現在，我有沒有如此對待我的父母？
我相信，人是環環相扣的；
現在，你如何對待你的父母；
以後，你的子女就如何待你。
朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，
願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！
∼共勉之∼
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。
孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！
孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....
7th may 2008
today is a good day i think
went to MMU
really syok...
morning friend sent me to cyberjaya
then he go to work le
he working fro HP de
so nearby lo
and i go maybank a while
because i dun have atm card
still using booklet
haha outdated le
the person who give me nomber said
y dun register a atm card?
i smile smile and walk away
after that
i start my journey walking to MMU
it took me about 30 min to get there...
of course slow slow walk la
arrive le still need walk..
sienz dao...
there ask le things
duno still got any question need to ask anot..
think ad asked finish la
maybe i will study there
i guess my chances of studyng there is 70~80%
the % left out is getting in USM
others dun care le
haha
but hor my mom got terms and condition de lo
haiz...
when got free times need go back shop to help haiz..
when i was small i ad told them i dun wanna help there
maybe is law of attraction ba
now when got free time need back there help...
haiz...
nvm la
got accomodation and eat
so no need worry much ba
just doesnt like that place lo
haha
and for the person i had feelings lately...
i will just keep it to myself for now
dun think will take any action for now
still need time to know her more
and need time to forget about the previous one
duno y still got little feelings toward her
haha
i wrote here maybe she might see it
or maybe she might not
who knows
so , that's all for now ba
dun 1 think much le
went to MMU
really syok...
morning friend sent me to cyberjaya
then he go to work le
he working fro HP de
so nearby lo
and i go maybank a while
because i dun have atm card
still using booklet
haha outdated le
the person who give me nomber said
y dun register a atm card?
i smile smile and walk away
after that
i start my journey walking to MMU
it took me about 30 min to get there...
of course slow slow walk la
arrive le still need walk..
sienz dao...
there ask le things
duno still got any question need to ask anot..
think ad asked finish la
maybe i will study there
i guess my chances of studyng there is 70~80%
the % left out is getting in USM
others dun care le
haha
but hor my mom got terms and condition de lo
haiz...
when got free times need go back shop to help haiz..
when i was small i ad told them i dun wanna help there
maybe is law of attraction ba
now when got free time need back there help...
haiz...
nvm la
got accomodation and eat
so no need worry much ba
just doesnt like that place lo
haha
and for the person i had feelings lately...
i will just keep it to myself for now
dun think will take any action for now
still need time to know her more
and need time to forget about the previous one
duno y still got little feelings toward her
haha
i wrote here maybe she might see it
or maybe she might not
who knows
so , that's all for now ba
dun 1 think much le
Thursday, May 7, 2009
rumors~
power of the mouth really very geng...
lately my facebook is full of comments and msg...
all asking da same thing
and got 2 ppl keep say till like its true
if it is i will be really happy
haha ~
maybe i sot le?
duno...
still planning to change myself...
haha
hoping to change to mature la
dun always looked like a child...
yesterday i cut le my hair..
went to czuo there to cut
i went there wanna find him de.
he said to story ma
then we trade lo
i went to "silver cut"
to cut my hair...
and stylist is male lai de...
he also said i look so small...
like i only 18,19...
haha a bit happy and sad lo..
happy cos i looked young,,
sad also cos i looked young
and not matured...
haha ~
here's some photo i took after cut my hair...
i think ok la
learning to use wax
but the wax i got it from my sis de
haha ~
lately my facebook is full of comments and msg...
all asking da same thing
and got 2 ppl keep say till like its true
if it is i will be really happy
haha ~
maybe i sot le?
duno...
still planning to change myself...
haha
hoping to change to mature la
dun always looked like a child...
yesterday i cut le my hair..
went to czuo there to cut
i went there wanna find him de.
he said to story ma
then we trade lo
i went to "silver cut"
to cut my hair...
and stylist is male lai de...
he also said i look so small...
like i only 18,19...
haha a bit happy and sad lo..
happy cos i looked young,,
sad also cos i looked young
and not matured...
haha ~
here's some photo i took after cut my hair...
i think ok la
learning to use wax
but the wax i got it from my sis de
haha ~
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
me
in alot of ways ,
ppl saw me as a quiet and hardworking "nerd"
that is just at school
away from school area, i am just a lazy and "carefree" person
alot of thing i will do it last minute
and that always causes me and the ppl around me alot of unnessesary problems
so, changing is something i need ...
few weeks ago,
i heard someone said i am
a person
大少爷...
懒...
要求多多...
只会讲不会做...
想不劳而获...
想东西太简单...
all of it is true
i am those kind of person
i dont willing wanting to leave my "comfort zone"
which makes it hard for me to change any of those things ...
haiz..
i also dont know o ~~
and hor alot of friends saw the pic down few post
they really excited
duno y...
told them it aint real
...
they still...
arg...
i also duno what to do
haiz..
and reading really is something can help pass the time
lately been forcing myself to hv this kind of habit
haha ~
if i dun read
all my language will fade away
really dun 1 that ...
hoping to be confident in everything i am doing and speaking
just 1 of my dreams lately ~
haha ~
ppl saw me as a quiet and hardworking "nerd"
that is just at school
away from school area, i am just a lazy and "carefree" person
alot of thing i will do it last minute
and that always causes me and the ppl around me alot of unnessesary problems
so, changing is something i need ...
few weeks ago,
i heard someone said i am
a person
大少爷...
懒...
要求多多...
只会讲不会做...
想不劳而获...
想东西太简单...
all of it is true
i am those kind of person
i dont willing wanting to leave my "comfort zone"
which makes it hard for me to change any of those things ...
haiz..
i also dont know o ~~
and hor alot of friends saw the pic down few post
they really excited
duno y...
told them it aint real
...
they still...
arg...
i also duno what to do
haiz..
and reading really is something can help pass the time
lately been forcing myself to hv this kind of habit
haha ~
if i dun read
all my language will fade away
really dun 1 that ...
hoping to be confident in everything i am doing and speaking
just 1 of my dreams lately ~
haha ~
Sunday, May 3, 2009
1st time concert ~
today is my lucky day or what .
i really duno~
my sis said she dun wanna go
then give me the lee hom ticket( rm 138)
then i go lo
quite ok la~
but really got a little and only a little sienz ~
haha ~
that's my opinion
other than that all very ok and nice ^^
hehe ~
and hor
after "that Photo" uploaded
alot of ppl really thinks that me and her really started
we didt start anything la~
and summore we not "chan" lo～
ｚｚｚ
still keep say that...
haiz ~
she really is leng lui that i admit
but then so what?
right?
i aint her type also la ~
haha ~
write till here ba ~
tired ad ><
i really duno~
my sis said she dun wanna go
then give me the lee hom ticket( rm 138)
then i go lo
quite ok la~
but really got a little and only a little sienz ~
haha ~
that's my opinion
other than that all very ok and nice ^^
hehe ~
and hor
after "that Photo" uploaded
alot of ppl really thinks that me and her really started
we didt start anything la~
and summore we not "chan" lo～
ｚｚｚ
still keep say that...
haiz ~
she really is leng lui that i admit
but then so what?
right?
i aint her type also la ~
haha ~
write till here ba ~
tired ad ><
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