not in the mood >,<

why do parents always think aside de...
even though parents always set their children as priority
still their children have their own mind set and the way they do things...
so is it good for parents to control ,control and control?
do they know the main problem of having an argument with their children is them....
its cos their MIND THINKS TOO MUCH....
sometimes its a good thing but
for now its very very bad...
i m going 19 soon still they like to control control and control...
really hate it...
now even my sisters also like tat ...
really kinda stupid action of theirs...
really hate it...
if i really can i will move out ....
sometimes i rather stay with my friends than in my OWN HOUSE....
although friends wont always be there...
and some friends will run away when u got problems...
still i will choose them....
duno why....
maybe i m stupid myself also..
who knows?
cos i myself also not sure of tat...
really sux....

most of all, once a soul is hurt it will always be hurt...
no matter how hard u try to seal or tend it ...
it will take ages to heal or it will wont be healed..
that's how i think right now...
cos this injury is formed when i was small...
don't forget small kids ' memory is very good...
so what u did back then is already a scar on my heart
and no matter how u try to tend it
it will still be a scar for me...
and the scar will be there forever....
unless miracle happens...
that's all i can say ><
stupid family...
they will always just look at others mistake
rather then theirs '
so is really suffering living here..
but luckily i m strong enough to immune it ...
and it made me less talkative and happy like i was small..
really misses the old days...
now its too late for tat..
i just can forget about the past and look forward...
and keep on going ~....